{"id":7509,"date":"2020-10-24T15:39:40","date_gmt":"2020-10-24T15:39:40","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/narrativenortheast.com\/?p=7509"},"modified":"2020-10-26T01:49:38","modified_gmt":"2020-10-26T01:49:38","slug":"what-happens-when-the-addict-finds-himself-drawn-to-deeper-shades-of-blue-anthony-thomas-lombardi","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/narrativenortheast.com\/?p=7509","title":{"rendered":"what happens when the addict finds himself drawn to deeper shades of blue?  &#8211; Anthony Thomas Lombardi"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>he spits saliva into bottles containing ships \/ ponders how far his DNA can take him \/ the ink on his divorce still glinting \/ aspires to be stately \/ in ways he fell short as <em>man of the house<\/em> \/ a term he waves away like stale smoke \/ he breaks his teeth on pearls \/ folds into carpets tongues lash at his ankles \/ he\u2019s on the fast track he tells himself \/ look at him go \/ stretches his legs his smile scalding the earth \/ sunlight leaks in through the blinds like a fugitive \/ then vanishes behind trucks groaning past \/ shadows lick corners crevices \/ this tenderfoot divorcee sequestered \/ draws his silhouette without a body \/ the skill of the unseen he quarantines thirst \/ siphons hunger \/ hasn\u2019t invented a polite word for <em>crave<\/em> yet \/ cups his hands catches fireflies who turn to ash \/ when they lose their glow \/ his mouth claps abruptly apologies that crack like gunshots \/ he chases ghosts imbrued with entrails membranes fish eyes \/ spits the remains in a bucket \/ his shirt is sodden from what he calls busy work \/ rowing the soil \/ he has no shame \/ he has no shame \/ walks through walls his limbs cut the shape of a keyhole \/ his lopsided grin would flip a canoe \/ laughs as he kicks the surf \/ he knows the way home the north star twirling twirling \/ hums with wild abandon corn straw clamped between his gums \/ he smacks his lips relishes the last sweet swan dive of summer \/ when the heat\u2019s about to break \/ catches his breath without repose \/ releases the weight of planets \/ punctures a needle\u2019s eye to thread them in the sky \/ a reaction to change \/ is still evolution \/ moths drink the tears of sleeping birds \/ that fact is implanted here to tell him something useful \/ the aviary door creaks he noses it open &amp; open &amp; open as\u00a0 he\u00a0 flies\u00a0 he\u00a0 sings<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: #ffffff;\">&amp;&amp;&amp;&amp;&amp;&amp;&amp;&amp;&amp;&amp;&amp;&amp;&amp;&amp;&amp;&amp;&amp;&amp;&amp;&amp;&amp;&amp;&amp;&amp;&amp;&amp;&amp;&amp;&amp;&amp;&amp;&amp;&amp;&amp;&amp;&amp;&amp;&amp;&amp;&amp;&amp;&amp;&amp;&amp;&amp;&amp;&amp;&amp;&amp;&amp;&amp;&amp;&amp;&amp;&amp;&amp;&amp;&amp;&amp;&amp;&amp;&amp;&amp;&amp;&amp;&amp;&amp;&amp;&amp;&amp;&amp;&amp;&amp;&amp;&amp;&amp;&amp;&amp;&amp;&amp;&amp;<\/span><br \/>\n<img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignleft size-thumbnail wp-image-7951\" src=\"https:\/\/narrativenortheast.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/10\/nn-headhshot-ANTHONOOCH-150x150.jpeg\" alt=\"\" width=\"150\" height=\"150\" srcset=\"https:\/\/narrativenortheast.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/10\/nn-headhshot-ANTHONOOCH-150x150.jpeg 150w, https:\/\/narrativenortheast.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/10\/nn-headhshot-ANTHONOOCH-300x300.jpeg 300w, https:\/\/narrativenortheast.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/10\/nn-headhshot-ANTHONOOCH-768x768.jpeg 768w, https:\/\/narrativenortheast.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/10\/nn-headhshot-ANTHONOOCH-720x720.jpeg 720w, https:\/\/narrativenortheast.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/10\/nn-headhshot-ANTHONOOCH.jpeg 960w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 150px) 100vw, 150px\" \/>Anthony Thomas Lombardi is a Brooklyn Poets Fellow, a Tin House Writers Workshop alumnus, and was long listed for the 2020 Palette Poetry Emerging Poet Prize. He served as Assistant Director for Polyphony Lit&#8217;s Summer Scholars Program and is currently a poetry reader and contributor for the <em>Adroit Journal<\/em>. His work has appeared or will soon in <em>wildness, North American Review, Colorado Review, THRUSH, Passages North, RHINO, Iron Horse Literary Review, Cherry Tree, Tahoma Literary Review,<\/em> and elsewhere. He lives in Brooklyn, NY with his cat, Dilla.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>he spits saliva into bottles containing ships \/ ponders how far his DNA can take him \/ the ink on his divorce still glinting \/ aspires to be stately \/ in ways he fell short as man of the house \/ a term he waves away like stale smoke \/ he breaks his teeth on [&#038;hellip<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":7777,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[41,71],"class_list":["post-7509","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-poetry","tag-art","tag-picasso"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/narrativenortheast.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7509","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/narrativenortheast.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/narrativenortheast.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/narrativenortheast.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/narrativenortheast.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=7509"}],"version-history":[{"count":10,"href":"https:\/\/narrativenortheast.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7509\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":11269,"href":"https:\/\/narrativenortheast.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7509\/revisions\/11269"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/narrativenortheast.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/7777"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/narrativenortheast.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=7509"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/narrativenortheast.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=7509"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/narrativenortheast.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=7509"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}