{"id":3406,"date":"2015-07-03T12:18:13","date_gmt":"2015-07-03T12:18:13","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/narrativenortheast.com\/?p=3406"},"modified":"2015-07-20T18:21:58","modified_gmt":"2015-07-20T18:21:58","slug":"fourteen-stations-no-priest-sander-zalauf","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/narrativenortheast.com\/?p=3406","title":{"rendered":"FOURTEEN STATIONS, NO PRIEST &#8212; SANDER ZULAUF"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>i<br \/>\n&nbsp;<br \/>\ngood friday<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 40px;\">heading south<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 80px;\">in a black car<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<br \/>\nto an evening<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 40px;\">stations of the cross\u2014<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 80px;\">piano, violins\u2014<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<br \/>\non the way<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 40px;\">two buzzards<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 80px;\">sharing<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<br \/>\nthe bloody carcass<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 40px;\">of a run-over mink<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 80px;\">they\u2019d dragged across<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<br \/>\nthe street<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 40px;\">to the brown weeds<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 80px;\">edging the woods<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<br \/>\nstanding with the carcass<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 40px;\">between them<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 80px;\">their death-angel wings open<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<br \/>\nthey rip through fur<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 40px;\">eating<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 80px;\">enough<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<br \/>\nto expose<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 40px;\">the bones<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 80px;\">and bloody flesh<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<br \/>\nthey peck at it<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 40px;\">and pull it<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 80px;\">apart<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<br \/>\nii<br \/>\n&nbsp;<br \/>\non the way<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 40px;\">back home<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 80px;\">at half past nine<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<br \/>\nit\u2019s too dark<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 40px;\">to see<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 80px;\">the mink\u2019s body<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<br \/>\nnobody<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 40px;\">would regret<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 80px;\">the mink\u2019s loss<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<br \/>\nexcept<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 40px;\">perhaps<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 80px;\">the buzzards<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<br \/>\nnobody next day<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 40px;\">would look to see<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 80px;\">if that mink<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<br \/>\nhad been devoured<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 40px;\">except perhaps<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 80px;\">me<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<br \/>\na joseph<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 40px;\">of arimathea<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 80px;\">curious<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<br \/>\nabout death<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 40px;\">and my friend<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 80px;\">sharon\u2019s<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<br \/>\ntwenty-six-year-old son jay<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 40px;\">who died<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 80px;\">yesterday<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<br \/>\nin california<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 40px;\">nowhere to be seen<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 40px;\">ever again<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<br \/>\nthe shock<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 40px;\">a bomb<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 80px;\">to her<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<br \/>\nthe shock<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 40px;\">unbearable<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 80px;\">she so loved him<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<br \/>\ntears for her<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 40px;\">&amp; we helpless<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 80px;\">in her loss<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<br \/>\niii<br \/>\n&nbsp;<br \/>\nmadeline tells me<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 40px;\">she dreams<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 80px;\">she\u2019s in a house<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<br \/>\nriddled with doors<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 40px;\">and suddenly she\u2019s<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 80px;\">outside at a wedding<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<br \/>\nwhen two giant<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 40px;\">white birds<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 80px;\">lift me up<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<br \/>\nout of the crowd<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 40px;\">and fly away<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 80px;\">with me<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<br \/>\ni ask her<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 40px;\">\u201cdid you yell<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 80px;\">\u2018drop the keys!\u2019?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<br \/>\nshe says<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 40px;\">the next thing<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 80px;\">she sees<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<br \/>\nis me<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 40px;\">coming around<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 80px;\">the corner at kb\u2019s<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<br \/>\njust fine,<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 40px;\">the swans set me down<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 80px;\">i am back<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<br \/>\nfrom my<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 40px;\">disneyworld<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 80px;\">ride<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<br \/>\niv<br \/>\n&nbsp;<br \/>\nwill we all<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 40px;\">be coming back<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 40px;\">forever?<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<br \/>\nis this<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 40px;\">a karma world<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 80px;\">or something else?<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<br \/>\nafter all<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 40px;\">the paining struggles<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 80px;\">of this life<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<br \/>\ndo we<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 40px;\">get to choose<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 80px;\">how we live<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<br \/>\nthe next one,<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 40px;\">if there is<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 80px;\">a next one,<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<br \/>\nor is it<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 40px;\">determined<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 80px;\">by how we lived<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<br \/>\nthis one?<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 40px;\">does<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 80px;\">a murderer<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<br \/>\nbecome a fly<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 40px;\">smacked by<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 80px;\">a swatter,<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<br \/>\nthen a flea<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 40px;\">bitten by<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 80px;\">a dog,<br \/>\nthen a dog,<br \/>\n&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 40px;\">who, knowing<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 80px;\">human love<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<br \/>\nat last,<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 40px;\">resolves to<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 80px;\">never never<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<br \/>\nand becomes<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 40px;\">a loving child<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 80px;\">raised<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<br \/>\nby loving parents<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 40px;\">when suddenly<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 80px;\">killed<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<br \/>\nin a bad accident<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 40px;\">to start<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 80px;\">over again<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<br \/>\nas a mink<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 40px;\">until a car<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 80px;\">ignores<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<br \/>\nand kills it<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 40px;\">and two buzzards<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 80px;\">in andover<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<br \/>\nnew jersey<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 40px;\">make<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 80px;\">a last supper<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<br \/>\nof your<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 40px;\">immortal<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 80px;\">carcass<br \/>\n&nbsp;<br \/>\n&nbsp;<br \/>\nSander Zulauf is editor emeritus of the Journal of New Jersey Poets and an editor of The Poets of New Jersey: From Colonial to Contemporary. In addition to editing the first ten years of the Index of American Periodical Verse, his books of poetry include Succasunna New Jersey, <em>Living Waters<\/em>, and <em>Where Time Goes<\/em>. His new work includes the &#8220;transfigurations&#8221; of haiku by Bash\u014d, and \u00adhis translation of Veinte poemas de amor y una canci\u00f3n desesperada (Twenty Love Poems and a Song of Despair) by Pablo Neruda. His newest book, <em>Basho in America<\/em>, won the Eric Hoffer award. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>i &nbsp; good friday heading south in a black car &nbsp; to an evening stations of the cross\u2014 piano, violins\u2014 &nbsp; on the way two buzzards sharing &nbsp; the bloody carcass of a run-over mink they\u2019d dragged across &nbsp; the street to the brown weeds edging the woods &nbsp; standing with the carcass between them [&#038;hellip<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":3435,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[158,153],"class_list":["post-3406","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-poetry","tag-mink-pond-by-winslow-homer","tag-via-wikimedia-commons"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/narrativenortheast.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3406","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/narrativenortheast.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/narrativenortheast.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/narrativenortheast.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/narrativenortheast.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=3406"}],"version-history":[{"count":10,"href":"https:\/\/narrativenortheast.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3406\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":3437,"href":"https:\/\/narrativenortheast.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3406\/revisions\/3437"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/narrativenortheast.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/3435"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/narrativenortheast.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=3406"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/narrativenortheast.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=3406"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/narrativenortheast.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=3406"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}