{"id":2720,"date":"2015-01-03T15:18:16","date_gmt":"2015-01-03T15:18:16","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/narrativenortheast.com\/?p=2720"},"modified":"2015-04-19T15:19:30","modified_gmt":"2015-04-19T15:19:30","slug":"she-patricia-brooks","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/narrativenortheast.com\/?p=2720","title":{"rendered":"SHE  &#8212; Patricia Brooks"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>When she was born, they said,<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 60px;\">You are small.\u00a0 Remember this.<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 60px;\">Feel these safety pins<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 60px;\">anchoring our strings in your palms.<\/p>\n<p>She said,<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 60px;\">So far, I\u2019m just watching.<\/p>\n<p>When she began to walk, they said,<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 60px;\">Keep your chin down and<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 60px;\">carry this urn on your head<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 60px;\">like your very own<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 60px;\">porcelain pitcher enclosing<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 60px;\">the flower of your worth.<\/p>\n<p>She said,<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 60px;\">I often trip.<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 60px;\">Out.<\/p>\n<p>They kept her in Rapunzel\u2019s room;<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 60px;\">but when her eyes reached the sill,<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 60px;\">she clambered down that iron<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 60px;\">and gulped urine-yellow phrases<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 60px;\">off the sidewalk:<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 60px;\">Dig it, people,<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 60px;\">a soul can dance only<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 60px;\">to its own beat.<\/p>\n<p>They said,<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 60px;\">Shit. Already the street dirt.<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 60px;\">Take the brand and<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 60px;\">shove it up.<\/p>\n<p>Bind her up, they said,<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 60px;\">She grew curiously calm and she grew<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 60px;\">curiously taller, wore<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 60px;\">pink gloves and cast-iron pantyhose,<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 60px;\">spoke only when she was<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 60px;\">spoken to, saying<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 60px;\">I am studying. You are my models.<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 60px;\">Your every syllable and sign<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 60px;\">is stamped on my skin.<\/p>\n<p>They were pleased, gave more play to the leash, said,<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 60px;\">So long as you are good,<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 60px;\">you may go and come.<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 60px;\">This is called Freedom.<\/p>\n<p>She said,<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 60px;\">I want one of that and<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 60px;\">two of those and I want them<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 60px;\">now.<\/p>\n<p>They said,<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 60px;\">You are doing well.<\/p>\n<p>But her body parts grew unruly,<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 60px;\">began leaping, would not<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 60px;\">stoop to their tasks.<\/p>\n<p>Bind her up, they said,<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 60px;\">everything but the breasts.<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 60px;\">We like breasts.<\/p>\n<p>Make your own milk, she said,<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 60px;\">and even as they watched,<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 60px;\">she embedded herself in their<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 60px;\">newmown cement and fell silent.<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 60px;\">Bang as they might, her skin<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 60px;\">made no sound.<\/p>\n<p>Sometimes though,<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 60px;\">oh, every full moon or so, comes a thuck<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 60px;\">of a sound, like unstuck footsteps, going<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 60px;\">suck-er-u, suck-er-u, suck\u2026<\/p>\n<p>But of course they are certain<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 60px;\">they must be mistaken.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span class=\"note-text\">Patricia Brooks is the \u00a0former Managing and Fiction Editor of the <em>Northwest Review<\/em> literary journal. \u00a0She has published two novels (Dell) and stories and poetry in a variety of print and on-line publications. Her newest novel is \u00a0<em>Whose Little Girl Are You? <\/em><\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>When she was born, they said, You are small.\u00a0 Remember this. Feel these safety pins anchoring our strings in your palms. She said, So far, I\u2019m just watching. 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